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[19 Sep 2008|04:51pm] |
I hate when I realize something that I've already realized before. How forgetful/naive of me.
In other news, I still am loving pgh and my new apartment.
I'm finally 21! My birthday weekend was absolutely fantastic. We had an innnssaaaannneee amount of people at my party, literally 200. Crammed everywhere and it was sweltering hot. We had a keg! Wtf, haha.
Megan, Mike Glass, Lenny, Jeremy, Nicole Kramer and Mike Palacka were all here for the weekend so that was awesome to have a Shamokin crew to roll with. Also, Jeremy moved here! He was a house in Mt.Wash.
The rest of the weekend was fun too. We went out to eat in Station Square and SouthSide and then went to come Oakland bars. Got real trashed and puked, of course!
My mom came in on Sunday. We went to dinner at Harris Grille with a bunch of friends. The next day I took her to a Lasik consultation, classes, and then we watched One Tree Hill with Kelsey and her boyfriend from Oregon, Allan. He's a sweet dude.
So yeah, 21's over, but the fair and wedding are next weekend! Tonight I'm going to Remedy for Murdercola and tomorrow Army of Kashyyk and Outclassed at Pleasure Island. So much fun coming!!
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[25 Aug 2008|02:14pm] |
It's really awkward to not post on here for awhile and then come back and re-read my last post.. knowing that where I'm at in my life now is sooo far away from what it was during my last post.
Summer is over. I've worked at Fox's and Frick, went to OCNJ, OCMD, Philly, Atlanta, New Orleans, Houston, West Virginia and all over the Southern United States. I just moved into 341 Bouquet with Jeremy and we constantly have people over. The weather here is beautiful and today is my first day back to classes.
Pretty soon I'll be 21 and Megan and Sara are coming to visit. My mom is coming out too. I'll be home for Stef and Chris's wedding, Bloomsburg fair. So many things in so little time.
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[14 Jun 2008|01:58pm] |
I lied, I'm homesick again. Kind of. Not homesick, more like life-sick. I miss my old life kind of. Not really, it's just that I get so scared that the times I had back in, maybe, 2005 were the best I'll ever have and life will never be as fun. I'll never have as good of friends. My friend here aren't real. I'm not saying that, I just get paranoid sometimes. I got a call from Torr, a call from Whit, a call from Kramer,texts from Sara G and Laur and aim msg's from Chel and Sara Haile all saying that they miss me. All within 3 days, and it made me just want to cry. I kind of did. When Torr called me last night I was so happy but couldn't hear inside the Bupper Dome so I just ran out into the storm and talked in the pouring rain. I didn't even care. I love my friends so much it's not fair that I have to be without them. Ive been talking to Brittany a lot lately too and Mike Glass. So many more awesome people who aren't as close to me as some, but have such potential if only I were home!!
In other news, I really do love my PGH friends. Summer has been good. I just started a second job, working at Fox's Pizza. It's literally a foot from my house. I deliver and do in-store AND I get to work with Jeremy and Dunny. I love Dunny.
OCNJ was fucking a-ma-zing. Seriously It's not even fair that Caitlin Adams can't be in my life at all times. Seeing Kristen made me so happy too. She's doing so much better I fucking love her. Paul and Devon are awesome dudes too AND fucking MIA in Philly was a blast! MIA is kind of letting it go to her head but damnit I had so much fun with BHogz, Anna, Anupriya, Adele, and Adrienne. Tanya too. Having them all come back to the shore was awesome. Anu finally saw the ocean!! Speaking of the ocean, I'll cry right now. I've never seen it behave the way it did while me and Aleigha were there. Oh, Brianna too. I've loved the beach for so long but got such a different and amazing perspective of it. Being high and floating on life jacket is a fucking trip. LOVE MY LIFE SO HARD RIGHT NOW!
Next weekend I'm going to Indianapolis with Sara G, ERRRIIKKK, and Alicia. I'm going to cry when I see them. The weekend after that I plan to go home. I need to. I just do. PLUS some guy hit my car yesterday so I need to see if my dad wants to get it fixed. I have the dudes insurance info - he was really nice about it. It's not bad at all though so we'll see.
I sent my dad a father's day card. Weird. I don't know. I've been riding his bike though and it's cool. Movies ion Schenely park remind me of the drive-in and I get so happy/sad. I'm doing this whole nostalgic thing again. I need to snap out of it and snap back into summer mode. It's drunk summer '08 if you didn't know. I have a problem. I have two problems. Sweating and drinking. Been drunk every night (minus one) since May 14th. Today is June 15th.
I want to get a tattoo when I go home. My moms sig initials on my wrist at Body mods. Just to keep up with the trend.. I had my feet done in June 06, lip done in June 07, and now maybe wrist in June 08?! I just need money first.
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[27 May 2008|01:53pm] |
been doing so much but so little at the same time. it's all been written down daily in a notebook. a real notebook. i haven't updated xanga in over a month - lyke omg.
i really can't wait for mia, the beach and CAITLIN ADAMS, the beach again, Indianapolis, Toronto,.. among other things. i also anticipate going home and visiting briefly. i'm over the homesick thing, it's more of a "i know we'd be hanging out right now if i were home -but i'm not" thing. get it? cool. bye!
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[07 May 2008|05:15am] |
PantomimePoet: there is a love a person can have for another because of certain reasons
PantomimePoet: you
PantomimePoet: have a whole lot of something
PantomimePoet: i dont kno wat it is
PantomimePoet: but you have alot of it
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[04 May 2008|05:59am] |
i'm officially done with my 2nd year of college and i've been "home" in shamokin for the past week. Ive done so many things, gone so many places, and done so many fucking random and super fun things in the past 12 days, i can't even believe it. i love summer so far, a lot. i strangely don't want to go back to pittsburgh yet. i'm going to miss my friends so much. and i'm going to miss the people who could have become my good friends too. oddly enough, i sort of feel like i have more opportunities to become good friends with people at home than in pittsburgh. makes no sense, but yet it does. oh, and my first summer without knoebels?! holy shit, i was there today, so sad.
it's 6am.. third night [or morning, really] that i've been up this late/early.
hello, summer 08.
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[23 Apr 2008|03:41am] |
why the fuck would I et obsessed over this now?
oh wait, probably because I always do this now.
this could be good, bad, or reallly either.
i pray for good.
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[08 Apr 2008|07:37pm] |
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I'm really happy with life as of late.
Weather's nice, grades are decent, classes are pretty vacant.
I'm not in a fucked up sleep routine too badly.
I've had ample amount of chill time after classes.
since the weather is so nice, I've been walking around a lot more.
I even went for a "run" *gasp* on Sunday in Schenely park. I discovered a whole other world that I didn't even know existed above my house, literally 3 minutes away.
I have two papers coming up, two presentations, and one final exam but I'm not freaking out at all. That's cool.
I went to West Virginia over the weekend with Tanya and Adrienne. I got ridiculously drunk at Girl Talk and sexually assaulted Gregg Gillis while on stage.
My house is really clean and nice right now, on account of me and Adrienne vacuuming EVERYTHING, and opening all the blinds. Now it's clean and sunny! I can't wait to be in summer Pittsburgh. I remember when we first moved into Hardie last summer and the feeling I had.
It's so strange how you can feel differently in certain places based on time, weather, lifestyle, etc.
I need a summer job but I'm not too worried about that either. I can work at Frick as much as I need to until I figure that out, PLUS I can travel more in the beginning of the summer when I'm not so tied down.
Only thing, is I have 6 weeks of summer session classes. That should be fine.
I already have two beach trips officially planned and paid for, as well as plans for certain concerts, as well as other roadtrips. I really want to visit Caitlin at the shore again this summer. She sent me a postcard from Spain and it made me so happy.
I can't wait until I'm the one abroad, sending out cute little Koala postcards!!
I need to slim down before all this happens. Story of my life. Tanya said to me today, well why don;t you just exercise? I said, fuck you. I have been! I need to try to run more often, definitely every Sunday [there's no excuse not to], and I'll try to walk the CMU track with Aleigha more often. We are going tonight.
Ah, life. Summer YES!
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[09 Mar 2008|05:38pm] |
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I'm home, listening to Brand New, eating Turkey Hill ice cream. My mom and Baboo are in the living room screaming at each other, not because they're mad, but because my Baboo is deaf. Dakota is sitting on the floor next to me, and the sun is out.
Right now, home feels amazing.
But it's probably just because school has been so tough lately, AND, I'm going to Atlantic City tomorrow.
I hope I don't gamble all of my money away. I also hope that they accept my fake id.
I can't wait to swim!!!! The thought of my gross body in my black ONE PIECE makes me cringe. BEACHED WHALE. It's cool. I can't wait to be immersed into a body of water and just float around and stuff.
I'm going to the beach no matter how cold it is. I don't care. I need sand between my toes and the smell of the ocean.
Even if it's the shitty Jersey shore. Fuck you, NJ. haha, just kidding, I like you now. Thank Caitlin Adams.
I hate when I get overly nostalgic and then ultimately depressed over it. But I kind of like it at the same time.
I am so fucked up.
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[24 Feb 2008|10:17pm] |
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I'm watching the Academy Awards right now with Adrienne in our living room. We rearranged the furniture and I really like it this way. It makes me want to be here more often.
I did a semi-lot this weekend, always moving of course. But throuhgout the week I seriously got zero amount of work done. I skipped classes Monday, Wednesday AND Friday. I'm a fucking idiot. I skipped my noon recitation on Tuesday too.
I desperately need to get my shit together. I shouldve used today as a day of work but of course it's 10pm, I've don nothing, and still need to shower, etc.
I feel really unmotivated. Completely like all I want to do is lay in bed all day and do nothing. I can't remain in this slump or my gpa is going to be realllllyyy mad at me.
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So, I posted this a long time ago.. Let's see what has changed??
| Current music: | Denali Denali Denali | I crash cars. Often.
I really want to hang out with old friends who I haven't seen in forever.
Who? Sara, Cec, Amanda, Beth, Kovack, Taylor, Kid, Berry, Hoy, Walters, Weikel, Tony, Jaci, Sarah Roney, Chuck, Brandon,
Or maybe I just want to go back to the times when I saw these people all the time.
When there were big events, everyone was excited to see each other.
Pure bliss. -- Yeah, def
I want to hang out at Berry's house wiht him, Kid, boyd, Tyler, Ruzicka, sometimes Steve and Lyss.. whoever it used to be.
I want to meet the Scene Sluts, go to the mall in Amanda's green tracker. Maybe go to a show at the VFW and see PHK, Typical Youth, Sadie Hawkins. --SRSLY
I want to see all the kids who used to be at the shows.. Shawn, Newman, Hoy, Walters.
I want to hang out with donut boy in the black Grand Am, get a big dog from Sheetz, and park with the car pointed to the sky on top of the coal bank in Ralpho.
I want to be in the Cookie Nook, (or not) with Jaci and Sarah.. prank calling the games or just random people, with Sarah's sexy voice.
I want to be driving to OCMD randomly at midnight with Jaci and almost driving under a tractor trailor.. all the while Jaci screaminggggg.
I want To be driving some random place, like the Herhsey zoo or maybe just to Gallery with Weikel, picking cd's out of his huge backpack, in the Lesbian, with my anchor (I wonder if he still has that?). --He lost it. We're friends again :)
I want to be staying overnight at Chuck's, playing with Jack, playing nintendo until all hours of the night, taking myspace pictures.
I want to be building pillow forts with Chuck and Erik at Sara's house last halloween, and eating coco roo's with her and Brandon.--omg, cry. Also, OLD Metro shows, Rodano's even. Back when WB was a place to go and see 30 diff people, all hapy to see you, a million places to go.
I want to be in Hoy's room, with Cec Sara Amanda Beth and Whitney, all trying to be quiet while Hoy's on the phone with his gf, explainging that some 'girls from the scene' stopped in.
I want to be at Shawn's house, hanging out, watching Faces of death I through V with him, Kyle, Tim, Denton, Beaver, Gatlin, Dustin, Kos, who even knows who else?
Things change but things remain the same. duhhhhh. I can't beleive my life has progressed so far past these days. I miss them but I cherish the days I've spent from then up until right now. I love life, really. Even when I feel like I dont do anything or have anyfriends, I'm wrong. I have a really good life.
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it's now up 102.9 and i think im actually dead.
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[04 Feb 2008|11:32pm] |
I have a fever of 102.2 degrees.
fuuuuccccckkkkkk
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[30 Jan 2008|02:25am] |
I swear this song was written about me.
Never has a song more accurately and more simply described my life.
- by Bat For Lashes
Adopting Sarah's heart
Was never gonna be easy
With an angel tattoo sinking beneath her belt
Sarah
And the dirty blonde sea-water
Sea-water gushing down
Chewing fingernails in her shit-eating grin
Sarah
They cut out her heart when
She was a little girl
And in the fishing boat she thought
She saw the shadow of God
Sarah
He didn't smile at her and she decided
He never came at all
And when she died, she was going nowhere
Nowhere, nowhere
Sarah, I want to be like you
Sarah
You know sometimes I want to live like you
Sarah
So I know how it feels not to feel
Adopting Sarah's heart
Was never gonna be easy
Changing from black to blonde to black to blonde
Sarah
But on the dirty tarmac of
The tarmac of a melting motorway
She gave me her clothes and told me to take her place, her place
Sarah, I want to be like you
Sarah
You know sometimes I want to live like you
Sarah
So I know how it feels not to feel
Sarah, I want to be like you
Sarah
You know sometimes I want to live like you
Sarah
So I know how it feels not to feel
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[28 Jan 2008|08:00pm] |
I think friendship is a funny and wonderful thing. I sat back today and just thought about who my friends are, were, used to be, still are, are going to be, have become.. etc.
I was havign a shitty and rushed morning and I grabbed the mail and ran to the shuttle stop. In the mail was a letter from Megan. Just a card to say "Hey" and a Brand New sticker for my car because she knew that I lost my other one. It made my day 1,000 times better. Thanks! I wish I were more thoughtful like that.
The funny part about our friendship is that we initially hated each other. We'd see each other at Kluckers [HA!] shows and what-not, and had a gajillion mutual friends. Eventually, through Sara G, we travelled to Wilkes-Barre together and our friendship has grown tremendously. It's sad to say that we have both lost some touch with Sara.. We'll always be friends though, the three of us, and I know this. But I find that Megan and I are closer than Sara and I or Sara and she.
I had two classes in a row, sat with Tanya and Rob in Indo-European Folk Tales. That's another funny friendship story.
Rob, I knew via facebook, via Mikey Shearer. Like he and I are even good friends, he told me that Rob was transferring to Pitt and we should hang. I said sure, and we facebooked, but I didn't really think we'd be cool. Then one day, while Jeremy and I are playing some intense Humans Vs. Zombies, we attack Rob [via Rocky, who I also met that day through Jeremy]. I'd say our friendship defffinitely grew since then.
I've met the rest of he and Rocky's friends, his girlfriends [now, ex], and even became semi-friends with his brother. I am a million times closer to Rob than I ever was with Mikey Shearer. Rob is such a good guy.
After my second class I had lunch with Brian.
MORE funny friendship stories.. BECAUSE.. he was a Sutherland kid last year.. just like Tanya, who was previously mentioned. Apparently they had their own Sutherland Ashtray going, but day by day, Tanya appeared there less and less. Reason being: we had recruited her for the Tower Ashtray. I never knew Brian last year, but he told me that he'd see me in the A-tray and he felt like he wanted to be friends with me. You know how sometimes you'll see someone at a show or walking down the street, or even in the grocery store, and they just look cool to you. You want to be their friend. Well, a year later, Brian and I are friends. Not only are he and I friends, but Ive also been integrated into his little Sutherland clique. This time last year, I would never imagine I'd be going to parties at Adele's house, or hugging Anna every time I see her.
I love friendship! As gay as that sounds, it's amazing how people come into your life.
It's also amazing how people exit your life. It's not always wanted, but it happens.
And it's amazing that after so long of not seeing someone, you can still hang out like you've never left each other.
Christmas break was a little scary for me because I hadn't seen Chel, Laur, Sara or Ang since over Thanksgiving. In fact, I hadn't seen Ang since August 2006, I think?! [She lived in NC over the past summer]. The first week of break I did see a lot of Whitney, Riss, Sara, and Lippay, but still none of the others. It was getting closer to go back to school [I went back 2 weeks before the rest, sans Riss because shes an RA], but then we finally all hung out. And it was like nothing changed. It was like we were back in high school, hanging out in Chel;s basement, except this time we were drinking. I love it.
As much as I love my friends from home still, so much, Ive noticed that my 'college' friends have just turned into my friends. They're my best friends. My "home" friends are my bests too. They're integrated, whether they know it or not. some of them know it. For example, Nicole and Kid and Megan and Jermy all have met my Pitt friends when they visited.. and Aleigha met some of my home friends when she came to Shamokin with me.
That leads me to another funny friendship story. Nicole Kramer, I've writted about our friendship in some sort of online journal before, be it LJ or xanga, but seriously.. it amazes me that you're one of my best friends now. Its hard, because people like Chel, Riss, and Megan all still have the same opinion of her that I did back when we were Seniors in highschool. They havent interacted with her since then, so they don;t see how she has changed. I saw her almost everyday last summer at work, and then she and I and Lippay would hang out all the time too. She visited me at Pitt this year, and over break I'd say I hung out with her almost the most out of everyone. Strange how time changes people and how people change with time.
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keeping up with the topic of being a pimp... i had an amazing night/morning with a boy who i will never in my life see again. and i'm cool with it.
so.. My America Is Watching Tigers Die. Apparently I saw them two years ago at Metro when they toured with Fear Before and The Jon Benet. Sweet.
Anyway, they played with Outclassed [roomate Zach's band], as well as some others, in a basement across the street belonging to Jeff
I went to the show expecting to drink some PBRs and see some familiar faces. Brian and Anna were there. I shared some beeers ya know. David Lloyd texted me during, asking the address, and then showed up. We talked for 5 minutes and then awkwardly looked at each other from across the room whenver we were actually talking to other people. Cool.
Show was over, we were drinking at the Manctuary. I was pretty hammered. I was talking to the dudes from My America and Brendan, being the asshole he is, tries to make a fool of me. Didn't work.
He also kept trying to get me to himself so we could "talk". I didn't want to. And, of course, he conveniently fell asleep in my bed.
We brought the Manctuary party to our house. In honor of Zach's last night in Hardie Way. It was super fun. Some random hoes off the street came in and smoked everyone up in the basement. I refrained. I had some amazing chats with the dudes from My America, mainly David and Matt.
We all settled down and watched some Flight of the Conchords around 4am, when everyone fell asleep except me and Matt.
We ended up going up to my room to listen to the new Radiohead and talk. We talked for hours, literally, until 7am. He told me about himself, his college career, his band touring the US several times etc. He was really excited to tell me stories. I told him about myself as well, and laughed when we realized we had some common friends. Apparently, not only did I see them at Metro with Fear b4, but I also saw them play at The Warehouse in Milton with Passion and Fall River. Sweet.
We were up talking until 7 am but I didnt go to sleep until maybe 830. He's a reall good kisser. Thank you Brendan for being asleep in my bed, you're a complete cock block. Just kidding. I'm not trying to do that. I haven't even "hooked up" in over a year soon. I'm a makeout bandit, but that's it.
I understand hes in a touring band and since he is also pretttty attractive [red and black flannel, black jeans AND a beard] so he probably gets mad ladies at every show he plays. Either way, we exchanged AIM names and such, but I don't expect him to keep in touch at all It was just nice to have a real connection, a real attraction sans alcohol. Thanks for a great night. PEACE bitch
I'm so tired, but I'm not going to sleep because I'm talking to Jonathan via AIM.
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[23 Jan 2008|01:54am] |
MssrHons: I have been hopeing to see you online for like the last week but whatever. I love you, miss you, and can't wait to come visit.
news in my love life? it's always jonathan.
made out with tall kid at a party.
turns out he had a girl friend this entire time and got mad at me for calling him a sleazeball. please i hope i never see you again. you are not what i need in my life at all.
made out with brian at a party { again}
this was a major bad move on my part, but i honestly didn't even KNOW that I did it. How sad is that? i obviously have a drinking problem. i mean, obvvvviiioousssuly. i hate myself sometimes. we had the talk where i tell him i was just drunk, etc. it was horrible, but it couldve been worse ya know. he keeps calling and we ARE friends so im not going to ignore him. normally that's what i do, just to make things less awkward. but like i said, we are friends and i dont want to NOT be his friend so. whatever.
made out with werner [back to that drinking problem...] and he stopped me halfway through because "even though its really hard not to kiss me, he feels like something isnt right, like we're crossing a boundary that we shouldnt"... umm, what? you're eric werner. enough. no, but really. he is one of my best friends at pitt, and in life. i love this kid to death and making out drunkenly isn't something that friends do. i'm glad he stopped me. i wasnt in my sober mind and he knew that. i respect him a lot for that. i think any other guy would just go for it ya know. but not little wern. such a good boy.
went up to creepy david lloyd at a party and told him that i creep on him from afar.
turns out, i wasnt lying, and hes totally into it. we've been texting. i'm an idiot.
what is my life, really?
happy, because i got a post card from australia today!
sad, because heath ledger from australia died today!
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[17 Jan 2008|04:47am] |
My mom just sent me the cutest e-mail.
It's one of those survey's that everyone doesn on MySpace, but she did it and sent it to me and to her friends.
When I read it, I started to cry. It's weird to think that she had a life before me. I know that sounds selfish but to really sit and think about your parents being teenagers. It's so ridiculous. I don;t know why I'm crying right now. I don;t know if I feel sad for her that she has this life that she doesn;t like, or what? I feel like
| Subject: | Fw: questionairre | | From: | "Joannie" <josawas@ptdprolog.net> | | Date: | Wed, January 16, 2008 7:38 pm | | To: | "sarah woshe" <saw63@pitt.edu> (more) | | Priority: | Normal | | Options: | View Full Header | View Printable Version |
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Place and X by all the things you've done, or remove the X from the ones you have
not... in your entire life!... send it to friends (including me).
(x ) Smoked a cigarette
(x) Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
(x) Laughed so hard you pee'd yourself
(x ) Been on a hay ride
(x ) Rode a motorbike
(x Gone on a blind date ?
( ) Skipped school
( X) Watched someone die
( ) Been to Canada
(X ) Been to Florida
( ) Been to Mexico
(X ) Been on a plane
( x ) Been lost
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country
(x ) Gone to Washington D.C.
(x) Swam in the ocean
(X ) Felt like dying
(x) Cried yourself to sleep
(X ) Played cops & robbers/cowboys & Indians with neighborhood kids
( x) Recently colored with crayons
( ) Sang karaoke
( X) Paid for a meal with only coins
(x ) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
( x) Made prank phone calls
( x ) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x ) Danced in the rain
( x ) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) Been kissed under the mistletoe
( x) Watched the sunrise with someone you care about
(x) Blown bubbles
( ) Made a bonfire on the beach
(x ) Crashed a party
(x) Gone roller skating
(x) Gone ice skating
( ) Gone Scuba diving
( ) Been deep sea fishing
Part II
1. Any nicknames? Rebel
2. Mother's name? Lorraine
3. Favorite Drink? Margarita
4. Tattoos? No
5. Love your job? nope
6. Birthday? 2-8-56
7. Favorite vacation spot? Ocean City, MD
8. Ever been to Africa? no
9. Ever eaten cookies for dinner? yes
10. Ever been on TV or in a movie? no
11. Ever steal any traffic signs? no
12. Ever been in a car accident? yes
13. Drive a 2 door or 4 door? two
14. Salad dressing? Gazebo Room greek
15. Favorite season? summer
16. Favorite number? 13
17. Favorite movie? St. Elmo's Fire
18. Favorite Holiday? Christmas
19. Favorite dessert? Ice cream
20. Favorite food? Shrimp
21. Favorite day of the week? any day off
22. Favorite month?july
23. Favorite toothpaste? who cares
24. Favorite smell? the ocean
25. What do you do to relax? float in the pool
26. Do you have a message to your friends reading this? take me to the beach
27. How do you see yourself in 10 years ? still working and hating it
28. What do you do when you are bored? EAT
29. Furthest place you will send this message? Oklahoma
30. Who will respond the fastest? Lisa
31. Who is the least likely to respond? baboo
Don't think that every sad-eyed woman has loved and lost - she may have got him. -
Source unknown
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[14 Jan 2008|07:04pm] |
It's actuallly scaring the shit out of me that, according to LivJournal, I posted my last entry yesterday at 2 in the afternoon.. and i don't remember it. I can't remember it at all. At 2 in the afternoon? Why wouldn't I remember that? I wasn't drunk still. I have a bad memory, yeah, but.. that's not right.
Ive also been having very vivid and terrifying morning dreams. Dreams in which I am not 100% asleep, just halfway in the morning right before I woke up.
This morning I had a dream where myself and 4 or 5 other randoms were at this camp and we were to be killed. We knew we were going to be killed and we were kind of playing Survivor. Lippay was in it for a second, but I can't remember why. There was a beach scene too, but mainly we were in this cabin type place in the woods across some giant field. All I know is that I felt desperate to stay alive. I woke up with that feeling. I hated it.
Brian came over last night and we talked about my drunken black-out scenario at Adele's. He informed me about some fucked up shit, and just hung out and talked to me for 3 or so hours. He was so nice about the entire thing, it made me feel good, but also like a complete dick.
I'm about to buy a $250 phone on eBay.. someone stop me.
Oh yeah, we might get a new room mate. Another boy, good grief!
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[13 Jan 2008|02:05pm] |
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i havent updated in awhile because ive been busy having a drinking problem. hi, i'm officially a wasilewski. i can't remember the majority of my night because i was blacked out. is that how my dad gets every night? or does he just get tipsy and THEN drive home? i wonder.
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